Never expect

I surfed the 'net the whole day. I just uploaded pictures. DAMN. Our computer's malfunctioning. x[ It wouldn't allow me to download from the 'net. All that I was able to do is copy files. I also couldn't move and delete some files. Even uninstalling the anti virus couldn't be done. What's happening with it?!

This night, I received 2 bad news.

First is that I'm not exempted from taking the final exam in 56. Huhu. After all the efforts I made, it would end like this. What's all the hard work for? Now I have to review cover to cover. My gawd, I remembered I left my notes in LB. :'(

Second is that my best friend have a cyst. :( I know she'll get well. She'll overcome it, I know. I'll pray for her. God will not let her suffer. ü

I hate those people saying I'll be exempted when in fact they're the ones who're exempted. You don't know how you made me feel so uncomfortable all that time.

Total Darkness

Wa. BADTRIP!! Our landlady [Ate Oswyn] in our apartment [dorm] cut our electricity. BAD!! I'm paying right, eh!! I hate her so much. x[

I was out the whole day spending time with my bloc mates. :)

When I got home, it's about 7 or 8 pm, our apartment's door was ope so I didn't hesitate to enter. our house was in TOTAL DARKNESS. I went upstairs because I thought my housemates were there. I checked our room and called them. No one's answering and I also can't see anything. I thought they were just joking around but they wouldn't hide in such a situation just to fool me. So I guess no one's really there that time except me and the darkness. WAAAAA. I immediately ran down the stairs and got out of the house before something creepy happens. That house is too old and I don't like to have such 'experience'.

I looked for them in places near Raymundo and in our landlady's house. I was losing hope because my cellphone's battery is empty and I don't know where I should stay if ever they won't go home. I don't want to sleep there alone!! Good thing, when I went out of our ate Oswyn's house, I saw them.

Thank God. They said they stayed at Ministop and bought candles. We went back to our apartment together.

We had this plan on pulling the kuntador [electicity meter] up later this night [11 pm] to have our power back. While waiting, Mikka and Korn reviewed for their test [aym.too.lazy.to.review.for.my.eng2.exam.because.we.were.only.lighted.by.candles.not.to.mention.that.it's.so.hawt.] and in between that, we played children's games. Haha.

Concentration, I wanna be a tutubi, pass the message, and bahay kubo.ü 'Twas so fun.

11 pm came and we went out of our house. Andrea was the one who pulled the meter up but the lights in our house were still off. GRR. We don't know what to do with our electricity anymore so we just slept our stress away.

Nostalgic

I'm feeling nostalgic again..
but I don't want to leave those friends who are true to me

Help me to decide, God. o:]

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As usual, I was 15-minute late for my exam in Math 26. I can't help but be alte on exams which are scheduled on Mondays because I find it hard to leave Pasig early. GRR.

Yeah, I know, I look like I just arrived from a camp everytime I'm late *because of my big backpack holding my things for the whole week. Haha*. Pardon me. I don't have time to put it down on our dorm before goin' to exams because if I do, I'll just get more late. xD*.

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It's my cousin's (Ate Tata) birthday today. :)

The longer I stay, the harder it is for me to let go

I'm at a crossroad once again. I want to transfer because I don't want to be away from my family but the friends I have LB are keeping me from doing so. Especially now, that I'm planning to change to a good dorm. Ü

I also don't know if I would be repeating as a first year again if ever I would transfer and I don't want that. I've decided that I would transfer to PUP, if ever. But I still don't know what course I would take. My mind is whirling.. Please, give me a sign.. Please.

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I didn't attend my Math 26 and Eng 2 classes because they are too early. *HAHA. So bad of me*. So I left Pasig not too early for my next class at 1pm which is CMSC11. I would not dare absent in CMSC 11 lab because it's hard to catch up once you miss even one lesson. Oh, and of course, I can't afford not to see him. Hehe :">

Unluckily, Sir Mark was absent so Sir Rein substituted his place. :(

Got to change

I went to Landbank to get my ATM card [this is already a replacement because I lost /*and found*/the first one. Then I bought medicines at a nearby Mercury Drug. After that I went straight to City Hall to get a form for SPES. It's a summer job for students so they can make good use of their time while it is summer and at the same time earn money. My old self was attacking me again because I waited on the line for a long time without asking if PESO is still giving out forms. I know that the line was for the passing of forms because everyone in the line that I asked said they're already going to pass their form, but too dumb of me to just wait there patiently hoping that it's also for getting forms. It's for the simple reason that I'm too scared to ask. :(

I hate being my old self. :|

But I still don't know if I've really changed or I'm just pretending that I've changed. :(

When I was already near the start of the line, a kuya was roaming around so I asked him what that line was for. He said that it's really for passing forms. I asked him again if they're still giving out forms. He said NO. In the end, I still made a fuss. :| That's what I'm avoiding and now because of being the dumb-headed girl I used to be, I've created a bigger fuss.

Oh!! I just waited for nothing and wasted my precious time. I should have used it in making my project in eleben that I still haven't started. Grr.

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I chatted with someone today in YM and I learned that *he's* not a goody-goody after all. Me and my roommate are so wrong. He's a whole lot different from what we think of him. Haha.

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I programmed a simple number guessing game in case that my tito would not be able to help me with the dice game or if I wouldn't be able to improve the "Quadro" game that one of my bloc mates helped me with.