Reality

It's Tito Bong's birthday. Nothing, I just want to remind myself if someone else is celebrating his / her birthday. :)

I accompanied mama in going to Pag-ibig to fix some papers.

To kill time while in there, I just played a game in my cp -- none other than, SNAKE!! (I know, that's the only worthy game in my cp. XP).

I got the idea of leaving my fate in the hands of the game that I was playing (so dramatic. haha). I told myself that this will be the sign if I'll transfer or not (because I can't think of any other anymore and time is running fast that I needed to decide or I'll be left with regrets). The past signs that I'm thinking are not tangible, in other words, IMPOSSIBLE!! I can't even remember them because I just keep on creating and creating impossibilities until I forget it.

But this time, this one simple sign that I asked, I guess I cleared my mind of the things that are bothering me for so long now.. The sign is on my side. I got the highest score in both the classic and extreme modes of the game (sorry for bein' so babaw), so I guess the answer is clear, I WILL TRANSFER.
Maybe that's why up to now, we can't still find a house..

Or maybe the house thingy is the real sign that God's giving me from the start which I barely grasp.

And maybe, that's why every time I face the PC, I'm feeling so down.

Okay so much the signs and the maybes. Let's face the reality that I needed to tell this first to my parents (esp. to my mother) and hope that they agree. If they do, I will fix my papers at once. I hope my mind will be at peace with this decision.

..Farewell