MEMORIES

Everytime I look back on the memories Elbi has give me, no matter how lonesome I could get [most of the time] there, happy moments would overpower it and soon my mind is clouded with thoughts of wonderful experiences I've had. :)

So I guess this is goodbye.

Me and mama prayed at the adoration chapel for honey & Princess' speedy recovery from Dengue. Our feeling is lightened after talking to God. o:)

ROLLER BLADING ROLLERBLADING

We family went to RHS to have some exercise goody. Hehe.

I tried to rollerblades.

I was so happy that I can now roam using rollerblades without needing someone to stay by my side. It is so unlike the first time I tried my blades in Rainforest where Ate Tata was pulling me just so I can move. [And vice versa – I also pulled her when she put it on]. Hehe.

I’m not that good yet, I’m just starting, eh. It’s real fun!! :]

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Something that suddenly popped in my mind

It is not true that time heals ALL wounds. It just makes us forgets. And when the time comes that we remember that certain experience, the pain is still there, and still the SAME.

P.S. Anyone who knows logic? Please translate this into a quantified statement [existential & universal], HAHA. Just kidding. :DD

Reality

It's Tito Bong's birthday. Nothing, I just want to remind myself if someone else is celebrating his / her birthday. :)

I accompanied mama in going to Pag-ibig to fix some papers.

To kill time while in there, I just played a game in my cp -- none other than, SNAKE!! (I know, that's the only worthy game in my cp. XP).

I got the idea of leaving my fate in the hands of the game that I was playing (so dramatic. haha). I told myself that this will be the sign if I'll transfer or not (because I can't think of any other anymore and time is running fast that I needed to decide or I'll be left with regrets). The past signs that I'm thinking are not tangible, in other words, IMPOSSIBLE!! I can't even remember them because I just keep on creating and creating impossibilities until I forget it.

But this time, this one simple sign that I asked, I guess I cleared my mind of the things that are bothering me for so long now.. The sign is on my side. I got the highest score in both the classic and extreme modes of the game (sorry for bein' so babaw), so I guess the answer is clear, I WILL TRANSFER.
Maybe that's why up to now, we can't still find a house..

Or maybe the house thingy is the real sign that God's giving me from the start which I barely grasp.

And maybe, that's why every time I face the PC, I'm feeling so down.

Okay so much the signs and the maybes. Let's face the reality that I needed to tell this first to my parents (esp. to my mother) and hope that they agree. If they do, I will fix my papers at once. I hope my mind will be at peace with this decision.

..Farewell

Sleepless X_X

That Blogger layout I can't understand and it's making meh crazeh. X_X.

That made me into thinking the whole night, thinking deeply on whether or not I should transfer.

WAAAAAAAH.

I can't decide. Cannot. Cannot. Cannot. Why can't I?!

I don't want to leave my friends in Elbi but my course is torturing me so much.

What should I do?

This is bothering me ever since I stepped into college and 'til now I haven't made up my mind.

I don't know what I will face when I transfer. I know it'll be easier but I don't want to graduate 1 year behind from my original batchmates. But I'm getting so LEFT BEHIND in this path that I'm taking right now. I'm so incompetent.

Damn. It's making me insane.

Let me sleeeeeeep. This is making me problematic.. and SLEEPLESS!!

The longer I stay the harder it is for me to let go

I.DON'T.KNOW.WHAT.I.REALLY.WANT.

Tears.

I watched 1 Litre of Tears.
It's really heartbreaking.
I think I had cried almost 1 litre of tears.
I was deeply touched with the story.
It was one of those inspiring dramas I have ever watched!!

Ikite ne.
Zutto ikite.

Double Dream ^^

I dreamt of PPK and harhar. I don't know if it's last night or just this morning. ü

The story goes like this:

Me and PPK are classmates in our of my subjects, CMSC 11 lab, where harhar is the teacher.

PPK asked me that we come late, just this time, and go to IRRI (International Rice Research Institute, somewhere inside our school) to eat lunch before our class. *They said they serve huge heaping of rice there. I still haven't gone there.* I agreed for the reason that I want to be noticed by harhar when we come late. Haha.

So I came with PPK. We were HHWR and hiding behind walls in order for harhar not to see us, until we were out of sight.

BTW, The setting was not in Physci (the place where we held most of our classes e.g. CMSC 11). It's more like our 4th year high school building.

So we went to PPK's dorm first. This time, the setting is like that of the street just outside our house. We walked there until we reached the end where their dorm is located.

When you enter, you would see a very big cabinet. I was surprised to see that his dormmates were sleeping inside that cabinet. Like, they were only separated by dividers. And if there's an empty space. the people above will go down one level, two, etc., depending on the empty spaces. ha ha. So creepy!! I saw my tito in one of those spaces. *What are you doing there?!*

I thought PPK is also sleeping there but then he showed me where his room was. The room has 2 double decks so I guess four of them is staying in this more comfy place that the cabinet.

When I asked one of the people inside the cabinet why PPK and the others have their own room, he just answered, "hindi kasi kami magkakakilala dati." *Just what he means by that? Weird.* Oh, I guess what he means is that PPK was one of the firsts to inquire so that's why he's given a nicer room.

Then the dream ended that way. BITIN. So bad of papa to wake me up!! GRR. Haha.

Anyway, the story is not important. What's so special is that I dreamt of my ultimate crushes in Elbi and at the same time. Hehe. ^^

OZINE FEST' '09

Me, Mimi, Riza, Lara, and Maan went to the 2nd day of Ozine Fest '09. It was a cosplay event where anime addicts meet.

'Twas our first time to go in such an event. :)

There were plenty of contests and we registered Maan and Lara in the drawing contest. They cannot anymore disagree because they're names were already listed and they were given an illustration board immediately. Hehe. There were also lots of booths, exhibits, and of course, cosplayers.

I will not tell you in full detail what happened because I won't be able to finish. Haha. All I know is that it was super fun and that we'll surely attend more cosplay events.

P.S. << Click on the picture to see what we did during the event. ^^