Got to change

I went to Landbank to get my ATM card [this is already a replacement because I lost /*and found*/the first one. Then I bought medicines at a nearby Mercury Drug. After that I went straight to City Hall to get a form for SPES. It's a summer job for students so they can make good use of their time while it is summer and at the same time earn money. My old self was attacking me again because I waited on the line for a long time without asking if PESO is still giving out forms. I know that the line was for the passing of forms because everyone in the line that I asked said they're already going to pass their form, but too dumb of me to just wait there patiently hoping that it's also for getting forms. It's for the simple reason that I'm too scared to ask. :(

I hate being my old self. :|

But I still don't know if I've really changed or I'm just pretending that I've changed. :(

When I was already near the start of the line, a kuya was roaming around so I asked him what that line was for. He said that it's really for passing forms. I asked him again if they're still giving out forms. He said NO. In the end, I still made a fuss. :| That's what I'm avoiding and now because of being the dumb-headed girl I used to be, I've created a bigger fuss.

Oh!! I just waited for nothing and wasted my precious time. I should have used it in making my project in eleben that I still haven't started. Grr.

--- Change Topic. :)

I chatted with someone today in YM and I learned that *he's* not a goody-goody after all. Me and my roommate are so wrong. He's a whole lot different from what we think of him. Haha.

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I programmed a simple number guessing game in case that my tito would not be able to help me with the dice game or if I wouldn't be able to improve the "Quadro" game that one of my bloc mates helped me with.